My Life Revolves Around Her: Kawaii

June 6th: Today wasn't the greatest of days :/ We got in a fight TT. There's something shes been asking me not to do for a while. And today I was on Skype vid chat with her for several hours while I cleaned. Well later into the day she got tired and she took a cat nap on screen, well I turned off my cam and I did what she was asking me not to do. Then my dad came home and I forgot to turn my cam back on. When she woke up and the cam was off she hung up the Skype call and attempted to call back. I was on the other side of the house and didnt hear it. She then called on my cell phone, the instant I heard it I ran across the house to answer it. She drilled me on why my cam was off and I did the dumbest thing I could ever do. I lied about what i was doing, why the cam was off, and she caught me in it so i fessed up. She always knows, I know better than to lie to her, it just happened. The next many hours were spent in arguments, either on the phone, or texting, or Skype chat, or Sskype Vid. I was afraid I was going to loose her, she was very angry and upset about it, about the lying more than the thing she told me she didn't want me doing. But yea, not the best of days, but not the worst. There have been worse, but not much worse.

Despite all the fighting I am going to continue with the purpose of this blog, the reason why I love her. Today's reason is Kawaii. Kawaii is a Japanese word for cuteness, essentially, when used in its noun form "Kawaisa" it also means lovability. Well if there's a scale of lovability she is at the top of it, 11 out of 10 I would say. Here's a pictures of her a snapped while she was asleep. Soooooo cute.

Is she the cutest ever XD

She is so cute when she sleeps, so peaceful when shes getting good sleep and she very rarely manages good sleep for long. So its like coming upon a patch of fresh snow, and knowing if you disturb it you are destroying something beautiful.