Trust

June First: This was supposed be the start of me turning my life around for the better, but I overslept and my whole day fell apart. At least I still managed to find the drive to start this blog anyway.

Jessica Morgan Dixon is the light of my life, I don't think she realizes it, but when she finds this blog I hope it will help her understand. Yesterday morning I awoke to an amazing text message from an amazing girl. She spoke of how she it was sad that I was in bed without her, and how she longs for the day when we can fall asleep together every night. How I was on her mind, like usual, and that she just wanted me to have a good morning.

I cant think of many better ways to awake that don't include her being in my presence. Sadly my response was minimalist due to the groggy nature of me just waking up and what caused my day to start off great was the start of a bad day for her. I wish that to be the last bad day she ever has, and even though that is probably impossible, I will do my best to try and make every day she has from today on a good one.

I have yet to decide when I will update this blog, or how regularly, but that will come with time.

For now I would just like to the world to know I love this girl. I love her for so many reasons I don't think I could ever list them all. But that is one of the goals of this blog.

Today's reason is Trust. I told her that I was making an effort to be better for her. That I could be romantic, that I could show her I love her. I told her I was working on it. I told her to Trust me. This blog is meant to be an outlet for those things, and on her birthday I will give her the web address and her Trust will bring Joy.

That is all for now.